Leading A Happy Life

You’re a special friend
       Who I know is always there
     Someone to share my life with
      Every hope, dream, and care

     Whenever I feel sad, or alone
  You’re always there to make me smile
    It’s friends like you who I know
      Won’t leave me after a while

        Special friends like you
          mean the world to me
   When I think of something special
          It is your face I see

    All the time I’ve spent with you
       Puts a smile upon my face
  I hope one day I’ll be with you again
      Somehow, Sometime, someplace

     You mean alot to me and I would
    Do anything in the world for you
So, no matter what’s going on in your life
  Just know you have someone to turn to.

        You’re a special person
         I care alot about you
I wish I could say how special you are
            Only if you knew…

Cheerz

Distance will cause problem to a relationship, this i may agree with. However, when saying distance is creating problems to frenship, then, i have a big question mark here…

All the time, i think that frenship is long lasting, they will keep in contact no matter how far they stay away from each other. Nope, sorry, i should say this is just applied to a pair of very very good frens.

Becoz of sth just happened, i feel so down, i suddenly realised that there’re problems in handling a frenship. Izit anythg wrong with me? I hope nope, as for me, frens r very very much important in my life…or maybe the way i treat them is wrong? hmm…question mark question mark…

I’m let down by ‘ good ‘ frens, but not their faults, just i expect too much from them, n our points on " good " fren r differ also. However, there sure be a solution for every problem, just need time to find out. Oya, soulmate should be a good fren also, right?

CNY is coming, wishing myself n all of u, Happy Chinese New Year! Gong Xi Fa Cai!!!

cheerz

Today is Sunday
Sunday Blu3 comes to me again
I hope that today, everything will be fine with me
Not like few days ago, where everything went wrong.

I m abit  scare of tomolo to come
As i m actually assigned to two differ tasks from two supervisors
Seemed like not enough time for me to complete both
Sigh sigh sigh******

However, no matter what
Today i must rest ‘ kao kao ‘
As the following weekends will be fully occupied
CNY is coming, everybody seemed like getting busier
So am I :p
Thinking of getting new shoes
Hoping that i m lucky enough to get the one i like

Today
I m actually abit lost
Lost when knowing something disappointing had happened…
Feeling cold in the soul, feeling pain in the heart
Sob sob ***

Anyway
‘ Sui Yuan ‘ - chinese word
Good day to u all!!!

cheerz

  From time to time, i’m waitin for somethin to happen. What’s the thing? hehe, it’s a secret, that’s y i call it  ‘ something ‘  here.  Maybe u will feel weird, y i want to say it out since it’s a secret. The reason is i’m not comfortable if just keep it to myself, i just need a space to express it. N so grateful to the founder of this frenster blog, cause i can simply write nonsense here.

          Anyway, 2005 just passed, n the new year of 2006 has just arrived. it’s quite pleasant to see the pretty fireworks, it’d been the greatest fireworks i hd never watched before, so grant !!! So happy that  i managed to enjoy the moment with my close one, however, one thing bad is i didn’t have a camera to capture the memorable moments, sad sad….

          However, it’s just a small matter larr. No matter what, in the new year, i’m wishing everyone has a wonderful year and all dreams will come true…study harder, work harder and all the problems also get solved faster.

Cheerz

Jin tian yi da zao, zheng ge tian kong dou an an di, hai de wo de xin qing ye yin qing bu ding, hao shi luo de gan jue…wu lun ru he, hai shi dei qu shang ban, duo wu nai ah :-s

Tu ran, hao xiang fei shang tian kong, ran hou zai fei dao yao yuan de di fang qu, bu xiang liu zai zher, bu xiang bei bei shang kun zhu, bu xiang hui tou wang, geng bu xiang rang zi ji diao jin shen yuan er pa bu qi lai…

Huo zhe, ren huo zhe jiu shi you na me yi dian dian de wu nai…bu hao yi si, qi shi ji shi you zai duo de bei shang, wo hai dei ji xu wang qian zou, bi qi na xie pin qiong kun ku de ren men, wo yi jing shi hen xing yun hen xing yun le, suo yi, bu neng zai ai sheng tan qi hai shi zi yuan zi ai le…

Zong zhi, yao zhen xi xian zai suo yong you de, xing fu de sheng huo xia qu…dui ba?? ;p

cheerz

Sob*sob*

Always kena ‘ pit ‘ after office hour, so sad Coz following fren’s car, cannot go n come as i like. Everyday, can say tat i’m late to work, coz my work starts at 8am, frenz one r later, soooo……..

Mayb the project leader oso get used to it, ‘ mou gan tai ‘, so nvr warn me on tat..hehe..luckily…hope tat the luck wif me til the end of this training lar..:p hoping tat he wont complain to lec later…

Yea…fren miscall d…it’s time to go bec…hehe..tata

cheerz

argghh..Sunday..pls dun come!!!

Aihz…always, my happiness starts to fade away at every Sat nite. Always, cant sleep well at Sat nite, will keep on awake at mid nite, once every hour, really suffering i’m wondering how i’m goin to go through this when i realy hv to go for work after graduate…lOst, LosT, loST…..
However, this ‘nitemare’ mz b stopped, else i’ll bcom the oldest lady among my frenz :p Frankly say, training at Avago (new company) is quite enjoyable, thou hv to work in lab with different experiments, it’s muc more better if compared to those programming stuff My leader is quite nice person, he will remind us abt party or tea break which r provided by company, let us do chattin even thou at the beginning he wont allow…..hehe…
Actly, now left abt six weekends for me to rest ‘ kao kao ‘ b4 final sem starts, suddenly feel like got so many thgs not yet done..shopping…report…fyp…..( abit dizzy d )

Kekekeke…no matter how, now jz enjoy first, coz ‘ chiong meng gong fu chiong meng zou ‘ (cantonese)..sooo…hehee…enjoy kao kao then only start working….

Cheerz

Frenz always say that i like to think alot, yea, i admit that. Since small, i oledi like to think alot, even i was very busy with study, didn’t know why i stil had time to think of many things other than study. And because of that, i always like living under pressure and sadness. Y sad? because i always think negatively, i also can’t help myself with that, that’s why i keep waiting, waiting for someone who’s willingly to help me, to bring me out from the deep valley; someone who’ll never give up on me…is it possible?   

说好一起面对考验 说好不逃避不厌倦

说好温柔对待每一个明天 说好不去过问从前

我们从来不相欺骗 而我们总是忽略时间

谎言已有伤了伪装永远不生不息却已改变

心已在一瞬间盲了 爱情在一夜间散了

我站在孤单星空下 不敢看归一点星光

我们在一夜间断了 跟时间揭开沉默多年的伤痕

我站在失去沉默的星空下 出不进灿烂星光赤头 黑夜

你忍着泪说出没爱过我 说是多么坚强的藉口

如果你想过去一样的我 你该知道这有多痛

心已在一瞬间盲了 爱情在一夜间散了我站在孤单星空下

不敢看归一点点星光 我们在一夜间断了

So happy to know this gal, innocent, cute n simple. In her life, pc game is the main part, dun like to study at all. Seeing her, jz like seeing own youngest brother, who likes soccer so muc, even the next day is final exam, in the early morning stil can wake up to watch football match, after that jz go sitting for the paper, so geng :p. For me, if there’s nth such as flunk in exam, i also dun like to study at all :p. Since hv been studying for almost 16 yrs, when seeing the books, notes or slides, sometimes jz got one feeling - sienzzzz. Dun like jz to study from materials, ‘d prefer to learn things lively, is better if can learn sth while enjoying at the same time Guess many ppl hv the same thought like mine, but all jz depend on the methods they’re using, mayb mine is wrong, that’s y feel lazy to study at s’times. Anyway, wat to do, stil hv to study wat, if not..how to graduate ohhh :p

Cheerz